I wish I can go back to a year ago. I was happier then. I didn’t expect myself to be like this. Caused my own destruction. I want to take back everything and just go back to the way we were. Everyone is telling me to give up and it’s not worth it anymore. I’m still holding on only because I still love you. I just want to go back to how it used to be. I’m going crazy and I don’t want to be like this anymore. I’m sorry.